The Girl Dreamer

Maybe this is a hint for me to stop and move on, a sign or a go signal for me to leave them alone, or at the least be somewhat inactive in their lives and concentrate with my other friends and loved ones. I have already given them so much of my time and effort, even spent lots of my savings for my gifts for them. I even had little fights with my friends because THEY are the ones I always prioritize, but now I have learned my lessons and I have identified my real friends, the real people whom I know are truly sincere and loyal to me. Enough is enough. This is too much hurt already. I freely and wholeheartedly gave them my love, concern, care and a lot more, but if they will take advantage of my goodness and sincerity, then I have to bring it all to an end.

One of them vulgarly took advantage of what I am offering them. She did not think well. I thought she’s smart, I thought she was sincere; I thought she loved me for good reasons, but I was wrong. Maybe you guys think that I am over thinking things, that I concluded hastily and that I do not have sufficient evidences to prove my claim, but I have already decided to put an end to my relationship with her. I will now gradually avoid her and stop our friendship because if not, I will be the one who will suffer. She did it twice already, and that’s enough reason for me to do this. It’s true, money matters can ruin a relationship and that caused all of these.

I do not regret what we have had as friends. I have sincerely given her almost everything in less than a year, and I will still treasure those moments forever. Now I know her true self, her ‘agenda,’ her tactics, enough with my understanding and generosity. I am now awake; I am now in the real world. I wouldn’t let anyone to take advantage of my goodness ever again. I will carefully find true friends and will be wise with my decisions and actions.

GOODBYE TO YOU! I will now fly back to my real home…be united with my real friends…give back my trust and love and the title of the best class and adviser to Sophomore-F and Ms. Rogador.

I still love Senior-E though…I wouldn’t let this ruin my friendship with them…

PRAYER:
Lord God, I hope I made the right decision. Please guide me and help me to be stronger…help me be comfortable with this situation and to live up with all that I have said…Amen.

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