The Girl Dreamer

>Sep 25, '08 5:41 AM
by Ceci for users tin17 and broceci

If you were happy to see me, I was at least twice as happy to see you people! I usually visit dlsu to give seminar/workshops in BAG or YUCHENGCO, talk to athletes in Sports Center (9th floor), homilies in both school chapels, or find food in the Brothers' Quarters on the 4th floor of the St La Salle building. So if you are around these areas, be careful. You might be on CECI'S CANDID CAMERA! And oh, I also visit old friends in SPS and watch football or softball in the open field...

tin17 wrote on Sep 26, '08

we were really happy to see you..and we were really excited because we missed posing and smiling for your camera..it was our first time to see you in dlsu since our graduation in zobel last march that's why we were glad to finally see you again..missed you a lot bro ceci..see you around..looking forward for more picture moments. =) God bless..=)




062109 he left us..bye bro ceci..

062409 tried my very best to be able to go to his wake sa LSGH but i failed..i hate myself because i wasnt able to go..if i planned things earlier, i couldve been able to go..but my academic responsibilities hindered me..i had to attend to my studies and so i wasnt able to plan about it at my best..but i know that i did what i can..went home late because we stayed in school finding people who might go and who could bring us there..asked every possible person, but hell FAILED! was suppose to ride with my blockmate going there because he's an athlete so he knew bro ceci as well, but because of the freakin' storm, he did not push through with our plan. was suppose to stay in rosemae's condo for the night even if we have a test tom if we went to LSGH, all packed and ready to stay up late for the mass..but NO, failed again. a lot of things happened that got me thinking that i was not really destined to see him for the last time..maybe there was a reason behind it..maybe he wanted me to prioritize my acads and to just pray for him..and that's what i did..i turned my grief into inspiration and encouragement..i studied HARD and i lift it up to God and to him.

062509 still cant believe..a lot of times, i still cry about it..i still think that he's just in zobel and when i visit there, his camera will still capture some pictures of me..but i know that i have to move on..i know that he doesnt want to see me, to see us sad or crying..atleast he's in a better place right now..a place where he can take lotsa better pictures..and a place where he can find great personalities..i hope he's happy, i can feel that he is..i took the test that i studied for last night (BUSCALC) and i hope ill get a good score/grade for that so i could offer it all to him..

FOREVER i love bro ceci hojilla, FSC..thank you for all the memories, for all the stories and for all the inspiration..thank you for touching my life..thank you for making me feel important atleast once in my life and thank you for being a part of my life!!! you will be surely missed!

goodbye! :)

>:D<

PRAYER:
Lord, please take care of bro ceci for me..i know he's there with you right now..cooperate with him..pose if he wants you to because youll never regret it, i swear.. :)

>>>seventeen