The Girl Dreamer

basta masaya kahapon..wala nakong hahanapin pa..biro mo, nakita ko silang lahat plus moments with ms navida..ayun nga, edi nung morning, una kong nakita si mommy rogie and then nahawakan ko hands nya and nag-HI! lang cya but still its better than not hav anything with her right? and then next thing is after i went to the chapel, when i was about to go up the stairs, someone called me and its mader..yeah..may paso cya..wawa naman..hapdi nga daw eh..and then after namin mag talk, she went to the clinic na..i went up and waited for the la salle bus to arrive..ayun, sinilip ko lang sa aking dakilang balcony sina "ate" and ms ramos na din..and then yun, nag art kami, nag mass, nag philo, and then next is english pero ang tagal ni ms navida..yun pala she got mad kasi with the other class..when she arrived, medyo pissed nga hitsura nya..pero still, we prayed and took the quiz..after namin mag quiz..medyo ok na c ms..martin asked her, "ms, why are you sad kanina when you went in?" and then yun nga, cnabi nya na nainis cya dun sa isang class..and then ginaya ni martin yung action ni ms na pagka-pissed and ms navida started to laugh na..and then she said, "yan, you're making me laugh now!" ayun..and then we talked about our film makin na..and then while i was just sitting down and listening to our production manager, bigla akong tinawag ni ms navida..so went to her..she asked me to make a permission letter regarding our shooting dates from aug7-25 from dismissal time til 6:30pm..so i was like, "huh?, ms me?" and she said, "ya, you!" and then she said, "ah wait, can you do it..ah, hello?!? i know you could!" so i cant do anything na that's why yun, hindi nako nakatanggi..she gave me the details and all and then i asked,"ms, when will i submit it? on monday>" and i was shocked because she told me, "uhmm, today, if possible today!" and i was like, "HUH?" but ofcourse, cant do anything about it so ginawa ko nalang..then dismissal, we went to the faculty to give the gift to ms ramos coz its her bday today..we just greeted her and talked for awhile and she went ahead na..i talked to ms navida about the letter..i let her read the letter and she said that it's fine..i asked her the spelling of the name of the person and i went ahead..but oh, i forgot something so we went back to call her but hell, she's lost..haha..but after a while, nakita ko din cya, nagkaholding hands pa nga kami sa kakatawa dahil ang daming naghahanap sa kanya, sori cya ng sori sa mga tao, may kinausap daw kasi cya sa taas..tinanong ko kung kailangan pa ng signature ng adviser and english teacher so nagsign sila..and when she handed me the letter..she said, "oh thank you! this is the letter, goddbye and take care my dear!" and so i said thank you nalang din..but i forgot to ask kung san office ni sir elloso so buti nalng lumabas cya and so i asked her na nga so tinanong nya sa isa pang teacher and paglabas nya, inexplain nya kung saan and so yun, nagthank you ako and said bye..yun, nagpunta kami ni ria kay sir ellose, naka tatlong pinto kami bago namin nakita si mr elloso..and yun..pinaiwan lang yung letter..

wala lang, sobrang overwhelmed lang ako sa araw kahapon and im so happy na bumalik na yung dati kong disposition sa school..dahil yun sa pagbibigay sakin ni ms navida ng isang napakalaking responsibilidad..napagisipan ko na hindi burden para sakin yun kasi yun pa yung nagbigay sakin or nagbalik sakin ng self confidence ko..alam nyo ba na cya yung unang teacher sa batch na kinausap ko at binalikbalikan ko sa faculty..ibig sabihin, nabalik na nga nya yung tiwala ko sa mga teachers but never to my adviser..sabog kasi..masaya nga ang class na nandyan si ms navida para mag act at ituring namin na adviser eh..yun..masya lang ako pero i know na last na yung mga last yr..hanggang dun nalang talga..si ms navida, wala lang, pampasaya ko lang ngaung yr, pra lang cyang si ms ramos..yun lang, astig lang kasi cya ad napapatawa nya ko..yun lang..wehe..shinare ko lang po..

PRAYER:
thank you God sa napakagandang araw na binigay nyo sakin kahapon..napakasaya ko po talga and sana maging ok na ang lahat forever..thank you LORD!!! AMEN!!!