The Girl Dreamer
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
so many days of sacrifice
people..congratulate me naman..137th day nako of not texting "ate"..i know its hard but i know that its something that will improve me..for me to be strong and all..i know that this will help alot..anyways, marami na nga akong nakukuhang benefits dito sa hindi ko pag text..cyempre, one is yung nakakatipid ako..next is that lumalakas na ung emotions ko..what i mean is, nababawasan na kahit papano ang pagkaiyakin ko..another is mas nagiging sweet kami no "ate" ngaun pag nagkikita kami..siguro nga kasi wala kaming any connection kundi yung pag nagkikita lang kami..nafifeel ko na namimiss nya ko and dumadami yung times na nagsosorry sya sakin..mas lagi nya nakong hinuhug ngaun, at laging kinakamusta pag nagkikita kami..tapos parang sobrang excited cya lagi kapag nagkikita kami..oh dba?! mas astig kaysa naman ako lang yung text ng text tapos hindi naman cya magrereply..pero promise ko na itetext ko cya ng todo sa december..malapit na yun..=)
Pero alam nyo, its really really so hard for me to continue this thing, but i know that i have to..ang nangyayari kasi is this..hindi ko cya natetext pag may bagyo..like nung milenyo, ni hindi ko man lang cya nakamusta..ngaung sem break naman, ni hindi ko man lang natanong kung anong gagawin nya at di man lang cya nasabihan na mag-ingat..tapos ung bagyong paeng naman, sa pampanga yun medyo malakas, at dahil hindi ko alam kung nasan si "ate" nung time na yun ay sobrang kinabahan ako kasi baka mamaya nandun pala sila sa pampanga..grabe talga yung sacrifices na ngyayari sa kin sa ginagawa kong toh..pero i know that everything will soon pay off..alam kong magkakaroon ng magandang kapalit tong paghihirap ko..naniniwala ako dun..at dahil dun ay alam kong kailangan ko pang magpakatatag hanggang huli..that's all for now..
PRAYER:
God i just want to thank you for making me stronger and for helping me bring out the best that i have..thanks for everything God and im really sorry for all the wrong things iv done..ill hold on to my faith, now and forever, Amen.
>>>seventeen
Pero alam nyo, its really really so hard for me to continue this thing, but i know that i have to..ang nangyayari kasi is this..hindi ko cya natetext pag may bagyo..like nung milenyo, ni hindi ko man lang cya nakamusta..ngaung sem break naman, ni hindi ko man lang natanong kung anong gagawin nya at di man lang cya nasabihan na mag-ingat..tapos ung bagyong paeng naman, sa pampanga yun medyo malakas, at dahil hindi ko alam kung nasan si "ate" nung time na yun ay sobrang kinabahan ako kasi baka mamaya nandun pala sila sa pampanga..grabe talga yung sacrifices na ngyayari sa kin sa ginagawa kong toh..pero i know that everything will soon pay off..alam kong magkakaroon ng magandang kapalit tong paghihirap ko..naniniwala ako dun..at dahil dun ay alam kong kailangan ko pang magpakatatag hanggang huli..that's all for now..
PRAYER:
God i just want to thank you for making me stronger and for helping me bring out the best that i have..thanks for everything God and im really sorry for all the wrong things iv done..ill hold on to my faith, now and forever, Amen.
>>>seventeen
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