The Girl Dreamer

Thursday, December 27, 2007

super surprises..=)

december 8, 2007

`one..

"mommy (12/8/2007 10:41:42 AM): hi anak!
mommy (12/8/2007 10:41:58 AM): may secreto akong sasabihin sa iyo sa jaunuary bago malaman ng ibang tao
mommy (12/8/2007 10:42:06 AM): secret i mean
mommy (12/8/2007 10:42:26 AM): feeling ko kailangan mong malaman dahil mahalaga ka sa akin"

*hindi ko akalain na mahalaga pala ako kay mommy..buong akala ko, wala lang ako sa kanya, pero hindi pala..ganun na pala
kabigat ung importance ko sa kanya..super surprised..*

december 12, 2007

`two

"birthday ni mommy and hindi na nya napigilan na sabihin sa SF 05-06 yung secret..aalis na cya next school year..i hugged her
nung kaming dalawa nalang and that hug was a very memorable hug..kasi yun yung hug ko sa kanya na super sincere and with
feelings.."

*sabi ko na nga ba eh, iiwan na nya ko..naramdaman ko na yun nung dec08..nung cnabi nya na mahalaga ako sa kanya..halata na
ino-all out na nya yung feelings nya..kasi nga aalis na cya..*

`three

"umiyak si mommy dismissal time..tinext ko at tinanong kung bakit..nagkaron daw ng problem sa present SF nya..sinabi nya
sakin hinanakit nya kasi isinusumbat daw nung mga bata yung handa for her..nasaktan cya..nasaktan din ako..d ko alam gagawin
ko kaya sinabi ko kay jenn at pau since SF 05-06 naman sila..we called her and kinomfort namin cya.."

*masaya ako na pinagkatiwalaan ako ni mommy..pero mali ata na inextend ko kayna pau at jenn ung info..nasira ko ata yung
privacy ni mommy..nasira ko ata tiwala nya sakin..pero kasi, hindi ko na alam gagawin ko eh..sana maintindihan nya..*

december 13, 2007

`four

"im not like the rain that just pours on you and then goes..im more like the air, sometimes keepin' quiet but is always
there..constantly hangin' around..=) -ms madz"

*nagulat lang ako na bigla cyang nagtext after a long time..yung quote pa means something..its not just some quotes na
sinesend nya before..parang may ipinapahiwatig.ay ewan..nasurprise ako..*

`five

"naospital pala si mader..tummy problem daw..kinamusta ko at sinabi na get well soon..hindi na ako sanay na itext cya pero
ginawa ko kasi concerned ako sa kanya..nagreply naman cya at matino naman yung reply..sinabi nya na salamat daw sa care and
concern..naaappreciate daw nya, tapos nag good luck para sa tests tom.."

*masaya ako na nagtext cya ng matino after ilang months..hindi ko ineexpect na bigla nalang nga cyang nagtext..hay..ano kaya
nakain nya..ewan ko ba..d nalang talga ako sanay pero masaya ako..at ok naman..*

december 14, 2007

`six

"i'll see you soon..wed early am is good, coz of corz i got u a special sumthing..so get it from me ok? nytie sweetie..tsup!
-ms madz"

*simula nung naging cold cya sakin, hindi nako nag expect ng kahit ano mula sa kanya kaya overwhelmed ako na may gift pa pala
cya sakin for christmas..masaya na malungkot..happy na nalilito..iniisip ko lang kasi, simula nung nag christmas season,
tsaka lang cya uli nagtext sakin at naging sweet..parang iniisip ko na kaialngan ba may occassion para maging ok kami..hay
pero cyempre..happy pa rin naman..*

december 17, 2007

`seven

"ms. jim :) (12/17/2007 1:10:08 PM): hi tin
ms. jim :) (12/17/2007 1:10:48 PM): i'm sori but d ako pwede sa 21. til dec 19 na lang ako sa alabng. i have to go to tarlac
sa 20 b4 i go home to bacolod sa 22
ms. jim :) (12/17/2007 1:11:03 PM): miss you so much. ingat ka lagi ha. i love you tin"

*masaya ako na cya lagi yung nangunguna at nagkukusa na sabihin yun 'i love you'..kahit ilang months lang kami nagkakilala,
napalapit na ng sobra ang loob ko sa kanya..magkikita kami sa 19..*

december 19, 2007

`eight

"christmas party..nakita ko silang lahat..and i got to have a picture with each one of them..tapos nandun din si ate nancy
with baby aaron..ms madz gave me her gift..una namin cyang pinuntahan and she hugged me so tight tapos cnabi nya na nandun si
ate sa loob ng faculty kaya pumasok ako to see her..nagusap lang kami saglit and told her na sa january ko na bigay yung gift
since i didnt know that they were coming..then pumunta na kay ms navida..nagkunwari pang umiiyak dahil sa pagkatouched tapos
tawa tawa..then kay mommy..medyo sad si mommy pero d ko alam kung tungkol pa rin dun sa thing.."

*masaya ako and super ocerwhelmed to have seen all of them in one day..super complete yung day ko..napakasaya ko
talaga..hinug pa ko ni mader after ilang months na naging cold cya sakin..nagulat din ako na nandun sina ate at
aaron..surprised talga sobra..kinakabahan nga lang ako sa lagay ni mommy pero naramdaman ko naman na sincere yung hug nya
sakin..meron lang talga bumabagabag sa kanya..*

`nine


"we went to town mga 6.30-8pm to meet ms jim..reunion daw pero konti lang kami..kami lang nina joane, justine, janelle, karen
at ako..nag drop by lang cna anne, pedro, at mel..dinner lang kami sa tempura.."

*sa reunion with ms jim, masaya..ang dami nga nyang dala eh kaya kakaawa..pero masaya ako to have seen her..super happy..i
gave her the letter and our gift to her..masaya din cya to see us..sobrang nakakatuwa na makita cya ulit..*

`ten

"my sweet tin! I read ur very heart-warming letter..without checking out the gift ha! il open it sa 24 pa! btw, tnx agen!
things are d same btwn us,its just that we dnt c much of each odr anymore. no worries! ul always be my sweet tin! luv u!
tsup! -ms madz"

*after how many months, cleared na ang lahat..we're finally ok and i hope that this will last forever..im happy na tinawag na
ulit nya ako na sweet tin..back to normal na nga toh..saya..*

december 20, 2007

`eleven

"From: Jim
Date: 12/20/2007 4:03 pm
Subject: I'll miss you
Message:

Hi Tin, thank you very much for the time, the dinner and most of all the letter that made me cry again.
Don't worry, saan man ako mapunta, TIN, my little sister will always be in my heart. Merry Christmas tin.
I love you.

Always,
Ate Jim"

*so what can i say..napaiyak ko siya sa letter ko..and huwaw..call her ate jim? consider me her little sister? one of the
biggest surprise toh..wala akong kinalaman dito..i mean, siya yung nauna..ewan..overwhelmed..shocked..surprised.. mixed
emotions tagla..super d ko ineexpect..super nalolost ako..ate jim??? whew!!! pressure toh dude..pero naaappreciate ko..*

december 21, 2007

`twelve

"we went to zobel para ibigay gift ni natie for mader..sinundo lang ako ni natie sa harap ng village..we stayed there for
medyo matgal din and we were able to bond with her again after a long time.."

*masaya..super saya na after ng maraming months, eto ulit kami at nagbobond..namiss ko yung mga ganitong moments..tagal ko
ding hinintay na magkaroon ulit kami ng ganung bonding and i am happy na ngyari nga toh..super happy..*

`thirteen

" ms madz: hi ms liesel
ms samson: hi ms..(pause na nakatingin samin) baby ko yan ah, pinagpalit nako..hahaha..
ako: i missed you, i miss you na.."

*wow..kamusta naman yung isa pang sorpresa na yun..kala ko ba nakalimutan na nya ko..everytime nakikita nya ko sa corridors,
wala lang sa kanya tapos ngaun aangkinin nya ko??? labo ah..nagulat ako sobra pero naappreciate ko rin yun..kahit papano
naman, may pinagsamahan kami..haaayy*

`fourteen

"Date: 12/21/2007 3:05 pm
Subject: Re: I'll miss you
Message:

Tin, from now on, i will be your ate jim, tita jim hahaha. whatever you prefer. d na ako ms jim ha.
Ingat ka lagi. uwi na ako bacolod 2mrw. boat lang ako kasi wala ng plane.
I miss na my family so much
God bless you Tin.

Always,
Ate Jim"

*kamusta ang pag insist na wag ko na cya tawaging ms jim..hay..pressure talga..iba yung feeling na cya yung nauuna, na siya
yung nagiinsist..nasanay kasi ako kayna ate nanz, mader at mommy na ako yung nageeffort at nauuna sa lahat..ako yung
nagbibuild up nung relationship pero eto iba eh..cya yung may gusto ng lahat..cya yung nageeffort, naaappreciate ko, masaya
ako pero napepressure ako kasi baka mag expect cya ng todo from me..na baka hindi ako makalive up sa mga expectations nya
sakin..oh no..pero flaterred tlaga ako, promise..ate jim, masaya ako sa ginagawa mo..=)*

PRAYER:
wow God, thanks sa lahat ng mga toh..super sumaya ako sa mga super surprises nyo..thank you talga..you're an extra ordinary God tlaga..love you PAPA GOD..=)

>>>seventeen

posted by tin17 at 3:30 PM

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