The Girl Dreamer

ok..first of all, IM CONFUSED!!!! confused with everything that's happening..huwat???? i dont know..i dont understand..a friend turned suitor????? a sister who used to be someone who's simply there, but now giving me all the compliments in the world and even asking me a very big favor that will surely make me happy???? whats happening..i think the world is going upside down..i dont know what decision to make..i dont know how to react...yeah..im happy and flattered with both events, but guess what?? im still more of confused and i am wondering why the hell they turned like that in just a snap!!!!

i know!!! i should be happy with all the things that are happening..i should be happy with all these wonderful changes..but why am i giving myself a hard time??? you know why??? coz i am not used to this kind of situation..i got very used to what we had before, but as things change, i get confused more and more..you cant blame me..im having mixed emotions right now..but hey, dont get me wrong, i am happy with whats happening..i am not complaining ok?! its just that i cant force myself to immediately accept everything - as in everything..and that i cant adjust right away..

i hope that soon enough, id be able to adjust and be able to accept things..i guess, im just too shocked and too surprised with two big changes..i hope id be able to recover and be back to my old self, soon..

PRAYER:
God, just please help me with all these changes..help me handle all these weird situations..help me accept all the possible changes that may occur soon..help me to be more open minded for me to be able to accept things..i pray that you'll guide me as i go through my journey..ill always have faith in you, God and ill forever remain your follower..Amen.

>>>seventeen