The Girl Dreamer

Sunday, July 17, 2005

realizations...

Like in my last post, i've told you guys that since i became 15 yrs old, i was able to realize so many stuff..not just about love, studies and friends, but also about life itself..This past months, weeks and days, i was able to realize that i regret the times that i said i want to die already..i just think that the world is really for me to explore so i have to live more and do it than just die and know nothing about my world..It's just that, i started appreciating my life and all the things around me that i really want to know more about them so how could i do that if im going to die early..so now, i promise that i will really try my best not to think about dying and leaving this world, but instead to continue my life and to live it well until im still here and alive with full of blessings and people to be with..i just thank God that He gave me another new day to live so that i can share what i have and i can use my capabilities to do good things..i want to thank Him, because this past few days, He gave me so many reasons for me to love my life more and to give big importance about it..i really feel so blessed for all the things i have and for all the happenings that i am experiencing..even my problems, im thankful for them coz i know that without them, i wouldn't be able to learn to be strong and to fight back the tears that hinders me from doing my best..i know that these problems and difficulties will help me live my life better than before coz i know that it will teach me good lessons that will stay in my heart and mind forever..i thank God for giving me such wonderful people in my life to be my companion to go in this journey He gave me, to help me with the trials i'll face and to be with me in times of sorrow and despair..i just really feel so blessed with all of these things and happenings in my life and i am really thankful that i have what i have right now..no more, no less..=)

Prayer for people:

Family - that we may be able to live life together and to avoid hurting each one, to be always at peace and to be always united in whatever undertakings we will experience, also to be one with God and to be under His care forever, to have His blessings and guidance for the rest of our lives.

Relatives - that we may be closer to each other so that the bond with each one will be tighter, so that we may be one in all things we do not only for other people, but also to praise and worship our heavenly Father.

"ate" - for her to be successful in all things especially about family matters, also for her to be always be happy and contented with her family and to stay close to God which i know will surely help her with everything, for a peaceful and united family to stay together forever until eternity, to always stay healthy and fit to do the things she needs to accomplish each day, for her to be always safe and protected by God's grace and to be showered on with many blessings all throughout their lives, also, to have a successful delivery of her first child.

mader - for her to achieve her goals and to have her wishes come true, also to be able to be successful in everything she'll do and that God will always guide and bless her in her journey here on earth and to always think possitive, that she may be able to solve her problems and trials that God has given her and for her to be always safe.

Friends - for us to be solid friends forever and for them to be always safe, for them to be guided by our Lord in all the things that they will go through, that they may be able to be contented with what they have and to try their best to do good things for God's greater joy and glory.

God, i lift up to you everything, we offer everything to you Lord for we know that you deserve all good things, please hear me with my prayers for my loved ones. May they be able to live their lives well and may they also be closer to You and realize things about their lives, please always guide them and don't let them go astray, i trust you God with everything and i promise that i will do all that i can to prevent myself and other people to do bad but instead, to do what is right and good. I thank you for everything and for whatever these people have done bad, i am the one saying sorry for them for i know that they just don't know what they are doing, i also say sorry to you for all th bad things i've done since you raised me up in this world, i promise, that from now on, i will really try my best to be closer to you and to avoid all those bad stuff around me so that I may be able to atleast show you that i really regret all my sins and that i am sincerely sorry and will really try to change. I believe in You, my Lord and my God and I will love You for You gave me this life for me to live and to experience the happiness of being human and having all these kind of blessings you're showering upon us.
In Jesus name we pray, Amen.
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