The Girl Dreamer
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Longing and Yearning...
This past few weeks, i've been missing and longing for a lot of people..it just made me realize that i somehow have less time for my loved ones coz of many school works..i have less time to bond with them, to talk and tell stories to them and to have fun with them..how i wish that there will be even just a short while that all of my loved ones are with me and we all have a good time bonding with each other..how i miss being with them especially being with my "ate" and mader who really makes me feel like im in heaven whenever im with them coz of the way they talk and the stories they tell..they really give such a big smile in my face everytime im with them and i feel really lucky to have them in my life to be my inspiration, guide, teacher, mom, friend, sister, etc.. they give me motivation to do things and give me strenght and courage to face everything in life especially my problems..without them, i think that i'll not survive my life because they are the only ones that i tell my problems to..im shy to be open to my family coz they might just be too serious about it and give me so much help that they wont mind themselves already and i cant open up with my friends and tell them my problems coz i think that they cant handle my probems and i think my probs are way too complicated for them, maybe because i think that i've gone through alot than them that they wouldn't understand me fully..and because of that, my only option are "ate" and mader which i know can understand me fully and can give me advice to the fullest of their ability, and i know that they've also gone through a lot to understand me and it's just that i feel so comfortable to tell them my probs for they really give me advices that satisfies every problem that i have. maybe its just that God really gave them to me to be my companion and to be the angels of my life here on earth. anyways, i just really miss them and i just miss all those times when they really showed me their concern and made me feel that im loved. I just miss that one time with "ate" where she helped me be at ease and to calm down about that problem that i have had before about globe. Also, i miss that time with mader when i cried really hard infront of her because of my problem and i was just really strucked on how she handled me with that kind of emotion that i had that time..they are really Heaven Sent and im thankful that i've met them and became a part of their lives..i love them so so much..
Prayer for today and tom:
Lord God, i thank you for another day that you've given us, we ask for your guidance today and always..thank you for the oppurtunity that we have had to learn, to study and to enjoy life in school..God, we hope that you wont leave us and will always be there by our side..you're our strnght, you give us love and you make us give our best in everything we do..please also guide my family in all aspects and let them live a happy life..let them be in your great care and also, dont ever leave them alone..God, i hope that you'll give me a wonderful and successful day tom, i hope that everything will be on it's great perfection and i hope that everything will be alright..We ask for your saving power to help us with all the struggles that we are facing and will be facing..I trust you my God and i know that you'll always be there, i promise to have more faith in you and to atleast give my best to make it up to you for all my sins..Thank you for being a forgiving and undersatnding God, we offer everything to you Lord and we love you and will love you forever and ever. Amen.
>>>seventeen
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