The Girl Dreamer
Monday, July 18, 2005
medyo sad..
Sad kasi kakaiba yung feeling, bigla nalang akong umiyak habang nagchachat..hindi ko alam kung bakit pero simula chem time pa ko ganito..yung parang kanina pa gustong sumabog yung puso ko at ilabas lahat ng nasa loob..ang labo nga eh, kaya ngaun, eto, sumabog na nga..blast out sa pamamagitan ng luha..kakaiba talga ung feeling, hindi cya normal, kaya nung dismissal, i decided to go to mader para kahit papano ay mapawi ang kalungkutang nararamdaman ko, pero she was doing lotsa stuff sa comp niya kaya i just left nalang after seeing her so busy..ok na yun kc kahit papano nakita ko cya, kahit papano ay nakabawas ng sakit at bigat na nadarama..ewan ko ba, ang labo talga ng feeling..ang dalas dalas kong nagkakaganito..pero ok narin kasi this feeling lets me think of my loved ones more often..ewan ko kc when im malungkot, bigla nalang nag sisink in sa mind ko na nandiyan sila for me and stuff..basta ganun..and also, i wasn't able to see my "ate" today but i know that eventually, sooner or later, we will have a chance to talk and i just have to wait for that moment to come..i just have to be patient with all these stuff..
Prayer for my day tom:
God, let my day tom be a successful one, may it be in terms of other people or in terms of my studies..let me be responsible enough to do my tasks and lead my other friends to a better life.. may i be able to accomplish my jobs for tom and may all my loved ones be at peace and unity forever..may i be able to answer my tests contineuosly and i hope that i will not hesitate in answering the questions, i ask for your guidance as i take my tests tom..God, tom is going to be a very crucial and exhausting day but i know that you're there to guide me so pls dont leave my side..I trust you and i will remain faithful to you forever..If ever ill encounter problems, expect me to come to you and tell you about this and ask for help, also, i promise not to forget to visit you every morning..God, thanks for everything and i hope that you'll never let me down..
In Jesus name we pray, Amen.
>>>seventeen

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