The Girl Dreamer
Monday, February 21, 2005
First Day of Slipping Away..
This is my first day of trying to slip away..well, hindi ko cya masyadong naiwasan kc nga baka magtaka cya or something pero kaninang umaga, habang nag papractice kami ni sab for our grudecon, nakasalubong namin cya, at first nakatungo lang ako, pero i decided to put my head up kc ang awkward kung dadaanan ko lang cya..baka kung ano pang isipin nya..pero i did one step na to atleast prove to myself that im doing what i said in my last blog..yun nga, she hugged me pero i never planned to hug her also pero i felt that i needed to hug her also kc parang nakasmile pa cya at parang ang bastos ko naman kung pababayaan ko nalang ng ganun, pero she asked me questions pero i didn't answer kc nga im making my move na to slip away..yun actually i hugged her pero not like before na so so hug kc dba cuddly cya, pero ngaun talgang pilit na pilit ung style ng pag hug ko sa kanya, yun bang talagang i just hugged her for the sake of hugging her and not for her to feel anything about my hug..gets nyo??? tapos nung pagkatapos mag hug may tnanong cya na nagtango lang ako tapos nagtinginan kami after and i saw it into her eyes na may question sa mind nya..cguro nga kc iwas akong kumilos sa kanya..ewan ko pero parang ang weird naman ata kung first move palang nahalata na nya dba? cguro curious lang cya at baka inisip lang nya na may problema ako or something..yun lang..pero yung promise ko sa kanya na gagawin kong pang bawi sa lahat ng mga things na nagawa nya for me is to love her even more, hindi ko ibebreak ung promise na yun, kahit magiwasan kami, hinding hindi mawawala ung pagmamahal ko sa kanya..yun..
happy naman, wala lang kc nung miting de avance katabi ng FE ang 7A kaya cyempre andun c "ate"..wehe..la lang..people are like saying hi to her, shouting her name, wants to talk to her and stuff, samantalang ako nakatahimik lang sa isang tabi..actually sa harap nya..then i was just looking at her while she was talking to people and waving at them..tapos bigla nya ko nakita at cyempre, she gave me a special "HI!" and i was very happy about that..cyempre sa lahat lahat naman ng taong naghahi sa kanya, at gusto cyang makausap, ako pa talaga ung napansin nya samantalang i was just there sitting quietly..napansin pa talaga nya ko, yun bang feel nya agad na i was there and all that she has to do is find me..haha..basta ang saya saya ko lang kc special ung turing nya sakin..she's really my one and only "ate" here in this world..=) tapos nung pagkatapos nung miting, dismissal na, dumaan ako sa likod ni "ate", nashy akong maghi kaya i just touched her hair..alam nya na na ako yun...=) wehe..=) yun lang naman..=)
>>>seventeen
happy naman, wala lang kc nung miting de avance katabi ng FE ang 7A kaya cyempre andun c "ate"..wehe..la lang..people are like saying hi to her, shouting her name, wants to talk to her and stuff, samantalang ako nakatahimik lang sa isang tabi..actually sa harap nya..then i was just looking at her while she was talking to people and waving at them..tapos bigla nya ko nakita at cyempre, she gave me a special "HI!" and i was very happy about that..cyempre sa lahat lahat naman ng taong naghahi sa kanya, at gusto cyang makausap, ako pa talaga ung napansin nya samantalang i was just there sitting quietly..napansin pa talaga nya ko, yun bang feel nya agad na i was there and all that she has to do is find me..haha..basta ang saya saya ko lang kc special ung turing nya sakin..she's really my one and only "ate" here in this world..=) tapos nung pagkatapos nung miting, dismissal na, dumaan ako sa likod ni "ate", nashy akong maghi kaya i just touched her hair..alam nya na na ako yun...=) wehe..=) yun lang naman..=)
>>>seventeen
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