The Girl Dreamer

Saturday, September 15, 2007

iiwan na kami ni ms jim..=(

naramdaman ko yun eh..iiwan nya kami..sabi nya tatapusin nya yung year pero d naman ngyari..hay..pagtapos ng retreat, iiwan na nya kami..grabe iyak ko nung friday nung inanannounce nya na alis na cya - 09.14.07..huhuhuhu..homeroom hanggang lunch lang naman ako umiyak..buti d ako nadehydrate..huhuhuhu d ko kaya mawala c ms jim..love ko cya..i swear..wala na yung mga:

tin, pa assist nalang sa attendance ha

tin, kaw na bahala sa attendance

tin, kaw muna sa attendance

tin, pacheck naman ng attendance

tin, pacollect naman ng papers

tin, pasaksak naman nung computer

tin, nandito yung remote ha

tin, paghinanap ng teachers nyo, nandito lang sa drawer yung remote

tin, kindly distribute these papers please

tin, pacheck naman kung nakasaksak na yung ano

tin, paswitch on naman nung red button sa may saksakan

thank you tin

thanks tin

HAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!! ang dami.nakakaiyak..wala na yung morning reflection..yung bloopers tuwing pambansang awit..miss jiiiiiiimmmmmm...dont leave us na kasi please..huhuhuhu..mamimiss ko lahat lahat ng lines na cnasabi nyo sakin tuwing morning..waaahhh..parang d ko kaya na iba yung adviser namin..huhuhuhuhu..feeling ko maiiyak lang ako tuwing homeroom eh..waaaaahhhh..d ko talaga kaya..todo iyak..puro nalang iyak..tsaka magsecelebrate pa kmi ng bday together eh..huhuhu..pano na yan..ms jim..arghhhh..sobrang super duper mamimiss ko cya!!!!!!!!!!!!



PRAYER:

God, no matter what happens, guide nyo lagi si ms jim ah..wag nyo sya iwan..lagi nyo po cya alagaan para samin..sana po mag keep in touch parin kami at bumisibisita parin cya sa zobel para magkitakita kami..sobrang kayo na pong bahala sa kanya at sana d mawala yung communication..haaay papa God, wala na po akong magagawa kung yun na desisyon nya..masakit pero kailangan tanggapin..=(
Amen.

>>>seventeen
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Thursday, September 13, 2007

masaya..malungkot..masaya

masaya kasi simula kahapon ay complete lagi..nakikita ko cna mader at ate and then lagi ko katext c mommy..nahuhug at naghoholding hands pa kami ni ate..kahapon sa main bldg tapos kanina sa principal's office..saya noh..



pero OMG yung nangyari kahapon..d ko matake..d ko inexpect..biro nyo, sabi sakin ni mader na INDIFERENT daw ako, IMMATURE daw ako, na i FRUSTRATE and DISAPPOINT her daw..huwat? what have i done for her to think that way towards me..arghhhhh...im hurt and im sad..goodness, of all the the people, cya pa talaga ang nagsabi ng mga ganito..hindi ko kinaya..i cried for 3 straight hours last night..so many harsh words and i dont know what to do to bring back what we used to have..i love her and even though im hurt, il still do everything to fix things up..martie na kung martir..tanga na kung tanga..sorry pero nagmamahal lang..naging parang second mom ko narin cya for years and hindi ganun kadaling i-give up ung relationship na yun..hay life naman talga..

PRAYER:
hay papa God, sana maayos na lahat soon..please..thank you po..Amen.

>>>seventeen
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