The Girl Dreamer

Friday, January 28, 2005

Vanished Shyness>>> =)

Morning: I texted "ate" coz it's her and "kuya's" first monthsary so i greeted them by texting "ate" on her fone. I told her that I remembered that the date today is 28 and because of that, I also remembered that it's their thing. So I greeted them happy monthsary yadayada..then after that she replied, she just told me that she's thankful for my greeting..=) I was happy about that, a good start for my day..=) Yeah!!!!

So after that it was like this, it was our PE tym. Our real teacher did not attend to us coz she had some important things to do. We had a substitute teacher, but he is only training or being tested to be accepted (i think)..that's what I know but it doesn't matter. Basta my girl classmates were so impressed with our substitute teacher's face coz he's kinda cute and macho and all that..basta they were like irritating already coz they kept saying that the guy was really cute and at once, they had a crush on him. Well, for me..Ya, he's cute..wehe!!! So yun, but he didn't even said a thing. He's just there sitting in one side waiting for the world to shake..whatever..he's like a mute guy that the only thing he can do is smile, laugh, and cyempre walk and sit down. He didn't instruct us to do something so we just had our free time for awhile. We stayed near gym1, we sat on the benches and talked about things..chika chika..blahblahblah..=) Then yun, we saw the grade 7 people coming coz according to Ms. Rhia, they're going to have their practice for the confirmation. So we just let them pass so that they can start already. AS USAUL, i waited for someone, cno pa ba kung di si "ate". So yun, dumating din ung section nya and they were in line, cyempre my sister was infront coz she's the adviser. So when I saw her, she also saw me and she said hi to me, she also smiled and then after that, I immediately ran towards her and hugged her tight, so she also hugged me and that was really fun..=) She told me that they're going to have practice nga for the confirmation. Tapos yun, she said few words to me and me to her..hehe..and then yun, we said bye na to each other. I was really happy that time. Then after that, our classmates called us coz we planned a game of our own coz our teachers are not attending to us. So we just assigned groups to play baseball and so we did play a couple of games. After that, it's our recess time already. So we dressed up and wentout. When we were walking beside gym1, I felt that someone was walking behind us coz you know, I'm so sensitive to sounds and stuff, so i looked behind me and guess who was behind us..yeah!!! it's my sister and so we smiled again to each other. Then she was walking fast so naabutan nya kami, she said, "girls, paovertake muna, may nakalimutan kasi ako eh" then I touched her hair and her back kc wala lang..=) Then she ran, I told her to "run run run, you can do it" and stuff like that..=) that's it. I don't wanna remember anything about what happened after these today..gets??? so cge, yun lang..bye na po.=)
>>>seventeen
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Teacher's Day

Ngaun kc teacher's day..saya nung umaga..sinurprise namin c sir chavy tapos meron kaming mga balloons at cake pati poster para sa kanya..tapos nag jammin' kami..super saya kc nag giguitar cna bene at kevin..super kulit namin tapos c rey kumakanta pati c patjuat. Tapos sa comp lab kc medyo ubos na tym namin kaya parang free time nalang..ang saya..kaya lang naging hassle nung sa CL kc dapat magpepresent na kmi eh pagdating ni sir d namn pala kami ngaun..bwiset talaga..handa pa naman lahat at halos lahat sa group nag puyat tapos d pala matutuloy..grrrrr...

Pero may masayang part namn eh, nung dismissal, pumunta ako sa faculty kc bbgay ko ung gift ko kay "ate" at mader atbp..Nung una parang ayaw ko na ibigay kc nashashy ako pero i decided to continue and remove my shyness. Pagtaas namin sa may grade seven corridors, nakasalubong namin c ms duco, edi binigay ko na ung gift tapos nagthank you sya then nagthank you ulit cya para dun sa gift ko sa kanya nung christmas at bday nya..=) la lang.. tapos nung dun na kmi sa faculty, nung papasok nako dun sa glass door nagulat ako coz ms samson was there.. Nakakahiya kc la ako gift sa kanya kaya nilagpasan ko nalang cya kc may kausap naman cya..edi yun, pagkalagpas ko sa kanya, sumilip ako sa faculty palabas si ms collado pero d ko rin pnansin kc la ako gift, kala ko nakaligtas nako, d pa pala, binalikan ba naman ako at cnading, "asan ang hug ko?" edi hinug k, bale yun na yung pnaka gift ko sa kanya..tapos pnatawag ko nalang sa kanya c mader, edi tinawag nya, habang tinatawag nya, nakita namn ako ni ms samson ulit tapos sbi na bakit daw ang snob ko, edi nag hi ako..tapos sbi ni mader hi tin tapos sbi ni ms samson na pinagpalit ko daw cya kay mader..haha..ang kulit..tapos alis na cya..tapos binigay ko na kay mader ung gifts ko sa kanya, nagthank you cya at nag hug..tapos abi ko kung nasan c "ate", tapos kala niya nung una wala tapos yun tinawag nya nung nkita nya, sbi nya "ms nancy, yung love mo" haha.. nakakatawa.. tapos paglapit ni "ate" binigay ko ung gift ko sa kanya tapos sbi nya wow ma gift nanamn daw cya..tapos nag thank you cya tapos sabi nya "halika nga dito" tapos hinug nya ko and I was really happy that time..tapos kinuwento nya na sayang daw kc kuya nes was there kanina kc pinapunta ng 7A,sayang talaga..tapos nagkwento ako na last year din ganun ung ginawa kay ms maderazo. tapos tawa cla ng tawa. Tapos pnakita ni "ate" yung picture ni kuya nes sakin, ang gwapo..naks naman parang konting older version ni danilo barrios..haha..basta ganun pero mas maganda kung nkita ko in person, dapat kc tinawag ako ni "ate" eh..grrrr..oh well, tapos sbi ni mader "dis is mrs. resma's hubby.." tapos sbi ni "ate", resmasasas..tapos kumanta cya ng merry resmas to you, sbi ko nyeh tapos joke..haha..ang kulit namin..=) tapos nag thank you ulit c mader tapos hinawakan ung face ko habang nakaakbay c "ate" tapos kwento kwento tapos sbi nya kung may date daw ba ko ngaun, sbi ko wala kc la namn talaga eh, tapos sbi ko kung nasan c ms evy tapos sbi nya sa loob daw pasukin ko daw, sabi ko im shy eh, tapos sabi nya "halika samahan kita" tapos pumasok kmi sa faculty eh wala dun c agca kaya iniwan ko nalng ung gift dun, eh kinuha ko ung gift mula sa likod sabi ni "ate", "talagang dapat galing sa likod ah" tapos tawa kami tpos c "ate" ginagaya ako. haha..tapos sbi nya baka daw sa lab c agca..sabi ko sabihin nalng nya kc nagmamadali kmi kc kailangan ko nang umalis, sabi nya "ah ok, bye tin, thanks sa gift" with matching hug..pati c mader nag bye at thank you.=)

tapos nagpunta kami house ni karen kasama c sab tapos nag practice kmi ng guitar tapos nanghuli ng insects tapos may nakilala kming bata pangalan arnold ang kulit na parang may sariling mundo..haha..lion daw cya or tiger ba yun..haha..=)

Wow ang saya ng araw para sakin except ung hassle sa CL pero k narin yun..=) hehe..sana ganito lagi..=) sana talaga..i really hope so..and i hope to see kuya nes in person..=) haaaaaay..saya talaga..=) thank you po God..I love you so much!!!!
>>>seventeen
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

After a year..

la lang, gusto ko lang magkwento as in maikli lang..kc iniwan ko c sab kc kala ko dyan na sundo ko eh la pa pala so yun, naglakad lakad muna ako kasama ni mika..lakad diyan lakad doon, hanggang sa may nakita ako..c globe makakasalubong ko..no...nashashy ako, nag hi cya nung medyo malayo pa so nag hi din ako tapos nung malapit na nag appear kmi tapos medyo slight lang namn nag hold hands for awhile, maybe just a second..haaaay..after a long period of time or should i say after a year, nahawakan ko ulit ang kamay nya..=) happy huh? la lang.. tapos nung sa bahay nako, nag chat kmi tapos medyo matagal din yun..kwento tapos sabi nya kaya ko pa daw ipataas grades ko blablabla..=) basta parang pinupuri nanaman nya ko ekek..=) pero masaya..wehe..=) yun lang..sabi ko sa inyo maikli eh..wehe..cge bye na..gagawa pa ko ng CL eh..=)
>>>seventeen
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Friday, January 21, 2005

Bday ng Dad ko..Weird feeling...

Birthday ng dad ko..la lng..eto kwento ko..Nung dismissal kc hinahanap namin c mader kc may bibigay kami, nakita ko c agca sa may lab, nakita nya din ako pero d kmi nag pansinan, instead, napamura pa ko as in bad word thing. Tapos yun, nkita na namin c mader, nagtago muna kami, susundan nalang namn. Habang cnusundan namin c mader, nkita ko c agca na nasa harap nya c "ate". Nakita din ako ni agca pero inirapan nya ko kc ewan ko kung bakit. Nag hi kc ako kay "ate" tapos hinawakan nya yung kamay ko, pero d ako sure kung dahil lang dun yun kc ilang days narin nya ko d pnapansin kaya nga gulong gulo nako eh. haaaay..that's life..=( d ko nga tinitigilan c agca, lagi ko cyang tnetxt pero kahit anong gawin ko d cya nagrereply at d nya ko pnapansin pag dumadaan cya sa hallway namin. Parang iniiwasan nya ko. haaaaay..=( pero d talaga ako sure kung galit cya sakin. haaaayyy ewan ko ba..cge ito nalang muna..sorry kung maikli ulit...=) bye!!!!!
>>>seventeen
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Thursday, January 13, 2005

gift giving...

straight to the point nako..ganito kc yun, nung dismissal galing club, dumaan kmi dun sa hallway sa may harap ng faculty. So wala lang, papunta kming gate 1 kc dun susunduin cna karen. nun ngang papunta kmi dun, sa paglagpas namin ng faculty, may lumabas mula sa comfort room ng teachers, kala ko kung cno lang, c "ate" pala.tapos yun, parang nagappear lang kmi tapos hinawakan nya na yung kamay ko at hinila ako papuntang faculty kaya di napansin nina karen na wala na ko. sbi ni "ate", "halika, sama ka sakin, may bibigay ako sau" tapos pag dating namin sa faculty nagpaiwan ako sa labas kasi nahihiya ako. Tapos yun, kinuha niya yung gift nya sakin para nung christmas, ang cute nung lalagyan, tapos nagthank you ako sa kanya, tapos hinug nya ko mahigpit tapos sabi nya na merry christmas happy new year tapos bye na.

Pagdating ko sa car namin binuksan ko ung gift tapos tshirt cya na may nakalagay na "sexy girl" haha. astig!!! I really love it and I wanna wear it and show to her how I appreciated it.. Yeah, I love her gift, I love her so much..=)

Sorry maikli lang tong blog post ko ngaun..bye !!!
>>>seventeen
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Sunday, January 09, 2005

Life..Prayer..=)





Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence



You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well.
An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly.
You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view.
A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary.

You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator.



What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?







You Are a Visionary Soul





You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.

You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul



What Kind of Soul Are You?


la lang, this day was tiring and tom may pasok na tapos THE pa..edi nakakapagod nanaman..haaay buhay nga namn..kailangan mo nalang talagang magtiis para makapasa ka sa mga hamon ng buhay..you have to be strong to face everything..Just remember that God is always there to accompany you and guide you towards the right path..stay in faith with Him so you wouldn't be alone..prayer is powerful that's why you should never fail to say a pray everyday..there are many people who loves you that's why you shouldn't give up easily..life is really hard yet you can really be happy if you want so just go for it..there are many people who are supporting you..or maybe you could move on..have a new life and be happy with it..believe in yourself and always trust God..belive me, everything will be alright..=)
>>>seventeen


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Thursday, January 06, 2005

Timing..Yeah!!!

This day was like so good to be true..but take note--this is so true!!! I would just skip the very morning part coz only few things happened there..The only thing that is important that I did this morning is to pray that I will be able to atleast talk to "ate" so that I can ask her condition about her new life, for me to thank mader personally, and for me and "daddy" to fix things up about the two of us..
So here it is..It was our recess time and every recess, me, sab and anna are the first ones to go up and stay infront of our classroom or in front of 7H..we always stay there for about 20 mins. while we are waiting for our other classmates and teacher to come. So everytime we're there, I peak on 7G or 7H to see if "ate" is there. That time, I saw her in 7G. I was so happy coz atleast I saw her. So our teacher after recess came already and he told us to go inside the classroom..I was so depressed coz I thought that I will not have a chance to talk to "ate" anymore.. But sab and I decided to go out again coz our teacher wasn't looking at all..so we went out coz I've seen "ate" before we went in our class room that she went to the faculty so I was thinking that she would get out of the faculty that time.. So sab and I went out of the classroom and exactly when we went out, "ate" also went out of the faculty.. TIMING..Yeah!!! I was very happy about that, but I thought that she will just say hi to me and that's it.. but I was wrong..so wrong..coz she called me and coz she called me, I ran towards her and hugged her immediately when I reached her already. I hugged her so tight that it lasted for about a minute..wehe la lang.. we talked about many things..mostly about "kuya nes", also about my gift to her and her gift to me. She also told me that "kuya nes" will go somewhere and he will leave for work on the 30th of january..she also asked me two times if I am okay like she was really worried about me..she also told me that she now lives with "kuya nes" and sometimes "kuya nes" picks her up. She also told me that she displayed the cross stitch I gave her in their room. She explained to me that her gift for me is still in royal south that's why she haven't given it yet.. yun, and alot more things..while she was talking to me nakaakbay siya and after our conversation, she hugged me tight..=) then we said bye to each other.. after that, I went back to the classroom, I thought I was late already, but I wasn't and even I'm late, it's still ok for me coz atleast I was able to talk to her..haha..=)
Then it's like "daddy" and I are getting ok now and I saw mader but she just said hi and coz of that I wasn't able to thank her personally..but it's ok..I'm thankful to God coz He granted my prayers that day and coz of that my faith strengthened even more..=) That's all thank you..=)
>>>seventeen

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Wednesday, January 05, 2005

christmas experience..

Better late than never right..so i'm gonna tell you all my christmas experience..i'll make it short nalang..
first, we went to the houses of my aunties and uncles then after that we stayed in the house of my grandmother.. there we played, had some activities, we ate and we rested there also. Honestly, I was so bored and tired that day. All I did in there was to lean, sleep, sit and had some little talks with someone that wants to talk to me. Basta I really thought that my christmas will be that boring all day. But because I wanted to be happy, I did something for me to satisfy myself.. it was 9:35:20 in the evening when I decided to call "ate". I was really so depressed that I really took off all the shyness in me. I had the guts to call her..isn't that amazing. So yun, I called her then she picked up her fone, I think that she was surprised that I called her. But wait, you know what, she said much than I did thinking that I was the one who called. wehe..but that's all right coz atleast I've seen her effort that she appreciated what I did and what I gave her. I was very happy while we were talking on the fone. Oh I forgot, we were using cellphones and not landline. We talked about many things like about "kuya". How she will move on with her life, celebrate, and what we were doing then. She even told me that I should've called her on the 26th of december coz "kuya" will be with her that day so if I called her the 26th, I must've been able to talk to "kuya". Sayang yun ah..but it's ok..=) After that, she thanked me again about the scrapbook I gave her and she really showed me how really thankful she is about the gift and how she really appreciated it. She even told me that she'll fill up the last 20 pages. It'll be our notebook..Yeah!!! I was very happy while we were talking that I only said few lines and most of it were only repeated like.."wala lang po".."hehe".."opo".."hindi po".."talaga po".."bakit?" and many more short lines..the only long thing I told her is this "ok lang po yun, ako namn po bumibili ng load ko eh" and "bakit po, eh aalis naman po cya diba?"..that were the lines..that were the longest thing I said to her that time..amazing right?!? but we both had fun with that conversation coz everytime I laugh, she laughs at me and sometimes she repeats what I say. Funny, haha!! That is only the thing that made me happy that Christmas and I'm so glad that I was able to call her that time so that I can survive christmas. I hope that it'll happen again. haaaay!!!!=) wish ko lang!!! that's all!! today was also a wonderful day coz of "ate"...!!!
>>>seventeen

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