The Girl Dreamer

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

bye 5610 hello samsung corby wifi :)

april 26, 2010! new phone yo! pero pera ko sa yeah! no money no honey..good bye to my 2 years old nokia 5610 phone..i had to let go of you kasi sirain ka na! huhu but hello to my new samsung corby wifi! :) i so love it! sana maging maganda ang aming samahan! hahaha :))

PRAYER: Lord yun pa rin..i promise i wont hold back i will let go..thank you super for my grades..atleast! :)


>>>seventeen
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Monday, April 19, 2010

my gally my gally kill me now!

okay fine IGNORE pero ang hirap! potek! lagi nalang ganito..problema kong di naman talaga dapat pinoproblema..ang labo naman kasi nya eh..ano ba naman yung magsabing aalis na siya at nandito na siya..or atleast man lang magreply sa text ko knowing na nandito na naman talaga siya..ichachat mo tapos ang irereply sayo smiley..ANONG GAGAWIN KO SA SMILEY? thanks ha..thanks! pusang hilaw..pusang gala..nakakainis lang na lagi nalang nya ko ginaganito..pinagmumukha lang nya akong tanga..malamang dba alam ko..inadd ako ni angel eh..at alam naman nya yun..HELLO!!!!! ignore me once again and i wont kill you, but ill pray harder that God may get me the soonest time possible! NAKAKAIRITA!!!!!!!! :(((((( LEARN TO LET GO NA KASI EH..LEARN TO LET GO TIN! please lang wag mo na masyadong pahirapan sarili mo!

GRADES!!!! kaya ko toh, i know na magpepay off lahat ng mga pinaghirapan ko! Lord please alam nyo na po yun..

PRAYER:
Lord help me please..gawin nyo pong maging ok na ang lahat..alam nyo na po yun..i promise i wont hold back, i will let go!

>>>seventeen
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Wednesday, April 14, 2010

please let me be your bestfriend again... :((

:(( i hope he'll be happy with her..bye globe..

k deadz never mind..wanted to be happy..thought of that thing to happen..SOON..but i guess, it never will..time to let go..why cant i freakin let go..i love you..I LOVE YOU..but i guess everything has a limit..as a friend, my dear..i hope you can let me love you as your bestfriend again..

PRAYER:
what's more important now are my tests and my family..if he's for me, he's for me..if not, then not..haha time to study..help me LORD GOD..thanks for this week!

i promise i wont hold back, i will let go! :)

>>>seventeen
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Friday, April 09, 2010

CRYING DYING!

2 days ago, i was watching first time - a TV show here in the Philippines..there was a scene where these high school students went on their retreat and it was already their palanca reading time..letters from their parents and friends were read..they were all crying when suddenly, I FOUND MYSELF CRYING AS WELL!!! it was just weird..i know it wasnt because of the letters read..maybe it was just bacause i saw them crying all at the same time and my heart and brain reacted to it because it also wanted to burst out..FOR SO MANY REASONS!!! and there, though i didnt know specifically why, i cried! but of course pinigilan ko at some point, coz i didnt want anyone to see me crying..THAT WAS THE TIME I REALIZED THAT I NEED AN ALONE TIME..FOR ME TO BE ABLE TO RELEASE ALL THESE!!! but i guess i want it better if i can cry this out when i am THERE already..with YOU!

haaaaaayyyy its almost summer now..yet i still dont think about it that much..yeah im planning to take summer classes..but please, can i just die before enrollment begins? so that mom and dad wont join me with the hassle of this life..tama na..isang bagsakan ng pera nalang sa wake and burial ko..para wala nang aalalahanin na tuition sina mama at papa at para wala nang baon everyday..get it? i want it na rin naman eh..GIVE ME SOME REST, and just give me things to do when im with YOU already..LORD GOD, please i hope you understand me..i hope you agree with me with all the benefits this will give..the ones i mention to you everyday..please please please..

PRAYER:
please! i wont hold back, i will let go!

>>>seventeen
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