The Girl Dreamer

Thursday, June 25, 2009

goodbye bro ceci 062109

Last picture of me taken by him 092308


Last picture with him 032908


Picture of how he was the last time i saw him 092308

>Sep 25, '08 5:41 AM
by Ceci for users tin17 and broceci

If you were happy to see me, I was at least twice as happy to see you people! I usually visit dlsu to give seminar/workshops in BAG or YUCHENGCO, talk to athletes in Sports Center (9th floor), homilies in both school chapels, or find food in the Brothers' Quarters on the 4th floor of the St La Salle building. So if you are around these areas, be careful. You might be on CECI'S CANDID CAMERA! And oh, I also visit old friends in SPS and watch football or softball in the open field...

tin17 wrote on Sep 26, '08

we were really happy to see you..and we were really excited because we missed posing and smiling for your camera..it was our first time to see you in dlsu since our graduation in zobel last march that's why we were glad to finally see you again..missed you a lot bro ceci..see you around..looking forward for more picture moments. =) God bless..=)

Our last conversation 092608



062109 he left us..bye bro ceci..

062409 tried my very best to be able to go to his wake sa LSGH but i failed..i hate myself because i wasnt able to go..if i planned things earlier, i couldve been able to go..but my academic responsibilities hindered me..i had to attend to my studies and so i wasnt able to plan about it at my best..but i know that i did what i can..went home late because we stayed in school finding people who might go and who could bring us there..asked every possible person, but hell FAILED! was suppose to ride with my blockmate going there because he's an athlete so he knew bro ceci as well, but because of the freakin' storm, he did not push through with our plan. was suppose to stay in rosemae's condo for the night even if we have a test tom if we went to LSGH, all packed and ready to stay up late for the mass..but NO, failed again. a lot of things happened that got me thinking that i was not really destined to see him for the last time..maybe there was a reason behind it..maybe he wanted me to prioritize my acads and to just pray for him..and that's what i did..i turned my grief into inspiration and encouragement..i studied HARD and i lift it up to God and to him.

062509 still cant believe..a lot of times, i still cry about it..i still think that he's just in zobel and when i visit there, his camera will still capture some pictures of me..but i know that i have to move on..i know that he doesnt want to see me, to see us sad or crying..atleast he's in a better place right now..a place where he can take lotsa better pictures..and a place where he can find great personalities..i hope he's happy, i can feel that he is..i took the test that i studied for last night (BUSCALC) and i hope ill get a good score/grade for that so i could offer it all to him..

FOREVER i love bro ceci hojilla, FSC..thank you for all the memories, for all the stories and for all the inspiration..thank you for touching my life..thank you for making me feel important atleast once in my life and thank you for being a part of my life!!! you will be surely missed!

goodbye! :)

>:D<

PRAYER:
Lord, please take care of bro ceci for me..i know he's there with you right now..cooperate with him..pose if he wants you to because youll never regret it, i swear.. :)

>>>seventeen
posted by tin17 at 10:38 PM 0 comments

Thursday, June 11, 2009

I LOVE PAPA GOD

PRAYER:
i love you papa God..thank you kasi naging worth it lahat ng pag hihintay..ATLEAST nakakuha kami ng 7 checks sa CAP..kahit papano tulong na rin yun for us..thank you talaga po ha, for always listening to my prayers..mahal po kita and hindi po ako magsasawang maging faithful sa inyo..patuloy ko po kayong mamahalin Lord God..thank you talaga..sana di kayo magsawang tulungan ako at ang lahat ng mga mahal ko sa buhay sa mga problema nila..thank you po talaga..yun nalang muna masasabi ko THANK YOU PO TALAGA!!!

>>>seventeen
posted by tin17 at 9:41 PM 0 comments

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

5:20pm to 8:30pm 060809

wala lang masaya lang ako kahapon 5:20pm to 8:30pm 060809..masaya ako na makita sina natie siyempre, artes, ms rhia, mader, wekie, ms sabarre at ang iba pang mga teachers and friends..mahal ko kasi sila noh! masaya lang..parang gusto ko na nga tumira dun eh..kasi pag nandun ako, para akong walang problema..parang ang gaan lagi ng feeling..ang at home ng feeling sa royal south swear..hay, pag ako nagkapera at may space pa dun, bibili ako ng bahay at lupa dun..ahha..or makikitira ako kay ms rhia..waaaaahhh i so so so love them..kahit na d naman kami mashadong nakapag usap ni mader, well as usual, ok na rin..masaya naman with ms caloy and ms rhia..tsismis to the max..sabaw jokes..memories..ahaha..katawa talga si ms sabarre as in..pinakamatalinong student daw niya ko..san ka pa..will never forget my grade in filipino nung grade6: 99 yo! ahaha :))) lavit! ang saya lang swear! masaya din na makilala asawa ni ms rhia at makita ulit si ms lhay..ayun la lang..cant expound more kasi basta masaya ako..

THANKS TO NATIE KASI KUNG DI NAMAN DAHIL SA KANYA, DI AKO MAKAKARATING DUN SA ROYAL SOUTH!!!!!!!! love you friend! kung ano man yung iniisip mo, sana maging ok na..tell me ha!! >:D<

PRAYER:
thank you Lord, masaya lang talaga..salamat sa moment at day na binigay mo para makasama ko sila ulit..sobrang saya ko..atleast kahit papano nakatakas sa mga problema at nakatawa ng bonggang bongga..thank you po talaga :) love you Lord.


>>>seventeen
posted by tin17 at 8:09 AM 0 comments

Friday, June 05, 2009

hay swine flu

hello weird lang and scary at the same time..tatlong tao na ang may swine flu sa dlsu..grabe talga..owel..hindi ko naman magawang matuwa kasi ang HASSLE KAYA!!!! weird pa kasi bigla na namang nagtampururot si mader..hay nako..owel bahala na nga siya..iinggitin nlang namin siya..kay ms rhia nalang kami pupunta ni natie haha..hay ayoko na kasi magdrama..bayaan mo siya kung ano gusto nya mangyari..wala naman akong gnagawa eh..haha tawa nalang yun lang bow! haha

PRAYER:
Lord, kayo na po bahala dun sa mga may influenzaA(H1N1)..sana po wala na madamay na iba pa..salamat po..

>>>seventeen
posted by tin17 at 6:06 PM 0 comments