The Girl Dreamer
Thursday, February 24, 2005
haaaay....salamat tapos na..
tapos na yung GRUDECON at nagpapasalamat ako sa Diyos kc hindi nya hinayaang mapahiya kami..kahit hindi kami nanalo ok lang kasi atleast nagkaroon kami ng ganung experience..first time ko pero ang sarap ng feeling..kahit may kaba andun parin ung exitement..grabe, di ko talaga akalain na magagawa ko yun..pra sakin panalo kami dahil sa pagkakaalam ko lahat kami first timers pero nagawa parin namin..we gave our very best at kahit dumaan kami sa mga pagsubok, tulad nung halos hindi kami makamemorize ng lines, hindi kami magkasundo sa actions, wala pa kaming nahahanda na costumes, hindi pa kami nakakapag ayos ng props, at umabot pa nga sa iyakan dba..pero hindi kami sumuko and at the last minute, nagdasal kami, nagtulungan para maimprove ung performance at yun nga, nakapag present kami kahit papano and it was great, it was fun, and it was a fantastic experience that i will never forget..hindi ko nga akalain na makakatungtong ako sa stage na yun noh..at isa pa na nakatulong sa pag perform ko ay yung nakita ko si "ate" exactly before we performed..tamang tama yung timing at thankful ako na nangyari yun..it helped me alot..at cyempre, d mawawala ang contribution ni mader sa great performance ko..kahit ngaun na hindi na kami masyadong nagkakausap, hindi ko parin makakalimutan ung mga words of wisdom na cnabi nya sakin..ung pag convince nya sakin na imemorize ung lines ko..kung wala cya, cguro hindi kami makakapag perform ngaun..thankful din ako kay sir sabs kc sobrang bait nya talaga..sobrang humble at grabe cya magconvince..ang bait nya sobra kc despite sa nangyari sa dad nya, eh pumunta parin cya para lang makita kami magperform at suportahan kami..thankful din ako kay chinna, kay trish, at kay patjuat..naging suportive sila samin lalo na sakin para makapag deliver kami ng lines namin ng maayos..thankful din ako kay gabe kc cya ang sumulat ng script at di nya nakakalimutan na sabihan kami at paalahanan tungkol sa pag perform namin..malaking bagay na nagtutulungan kami at masaya ako kasi kahit matatapos na yung year ay meron parin akong nagiging kaclose na mga tao..thank you so much sa support nyong lahat kahit na di nyo toh nakikita, alam ni God na sobrang thankful ako sa inyong lahat..alam ko naman kc na suportado nyo kami..nararamdaman ko na ngaun ang pagiging magkakapamilya ng class namin..kala ko tuluyan na kaming magiging sabog..pero hindi..wehe..GO FRESHMEN-E..haaaay salamat, nangyari narin ang gusto kong mangyari sa class at sana naman hanggang end na toh, 2 weeks nalang noh..salamat po talaga God..and please always stay by our sides..=)
>>>seventeen
>>>seventeen
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
bad3p toh pare!!
seryoso, tong araw na toh ayoko..walang hiya talaga..bakit pa kasi ako nasali sa GRUDECON na yan..kundi lang dahil sa trust sakin at pagpilit ni sir sabs, matagal na akong nagback out or nung una palang ndi nako pumayag..pero wat can i do??? eto na toh eh..bukas presentation na so i just have to give my best..God, tulungan niyo po ako ha??? please be at my side always..KAYA KO TOH!!!!! wid the help of many people, alam kong kakayanin ko..hindi ako susuko noh..lalo na na alam ko na alam ni mader..wala lang, kc cya nagsabi at nag kumbinse sakin na mag memorize at ituloy toh eh..kaya para sa kanya toh, at cyempre para kay "ate".
Sobrang bad3p ko talaga kanina as in..kc naman cna ryan eh, hindi magpapractice at hindi mag mememorize tapos kami papahirapan, yan tuloy, napaiyak kami ni sab dahil sa inis..kc naman, kami dito naghihirap tapos cla paeasy easy lang..kakainis talga..panira ng araw..ang dami daming kailangang gawin, ayoko na, pagod nako.. yun palang let go/give up thing, medyo nagagawa ko na ng tuloy tuloy sa pamamagitan ng di pag text sa kanya..mahirap yun noh..kala niyo madali?? hindi kaya.. tulad ng dati, expected ko na na masasaktan ako pero kailangan ko ng dumanas ng KONTING sakit NGAUN kaysa dumanas ng SOBRANG sakit sa susunod..kaya ko toh, magtitiis hangga't kaya..magsasacrifice hangga't merong isasacrifice..basta alam ko na ito ang makakabuti, para sakin, para sa kanya, at para sa lahat ng tao sa paligid namin..gnagawa ko toh kc nga may dahilan kaya ko kinakaya..hindi lang toh laro, hindi lang toh experiment, seryoso toh kaya't masakit talaga pero kailangan talgang tiisin..masaya naman ako kasi atleast nakakayanan ko kahit alam ko na mahirap..masaya ako kc napapanindigan ko ung mga cnabi ko.. haaay..sana makayanan ko..cge, til here nalang kc la nako masabi eh, people wish us luck tom ha..=) bye..=)
>>>seventeen
Sobrang bad3p ko talaga kanina as in..kc naman cna ryan eh, hindi magpapractice at hindi mag mememorize tapos kami papahirapan, yan tuloy, napaiyak kami ni sab dahil sa inis..kc naman, kami dito naghihirap tapos cla paeasy easy lang..kakainis talga..panira ng araw..ang dami daming kailangang gawin, ayoko na, pagod nako.. yun palang let go/give up thing, medyo nagagawa ko na ng tuloy tuloy sa pamamagitan ng di pag text sa kanya..mahirap yun noh..kala niyo madali?? hindi kaya.. tulad ng dati, expected ko na na masasaktan ako pero kailangan ko ng dumanas ng KONTING sakit NGAUN kaysa dumanas ng SOBRANG sakit sa susunod..kaya ko toh, magtitiis hangga't kaya..magsasacrifice hangga't merong isasacrifice..basta alam ko na ito ang makakabuti, para sakin, para sa kanya, at para sa lahat ng tao sa paligid namin..gnagawa ko toh kc nga may dahilan kaya ko kinakaya..hindi lang toh laro, hindi lang toh experiment, seryoso toh kaya't masakit talaga pero kailangan talgang tiisin..masaya naman ako kasi atleast nakakayanan ko kahit alam ko na mahirap..masaya ako kc napapanindigan ko ung mga cnabi ko.. haaay..sana makayanan ko..cge, til here nalang kc la nako masabi eh, people wish us luck tom ha..=) bye..=)
>>>seventeen
Monday, February 21, 2005
First Day of Slipping Away..
This is my first day of trying to slip away..well, hindi ko cya masyadong naiwasan kc nga baka magtaka cya or something pero kaninang umaga, habang nag papractice kami ni sab for our grudecon, nakasalubong namin cya, at first nakatungo lang ako, pero i decided to put my head up kc ang awkward kung dadaanan ko lang cya..baka kung ano pang isipin nya..pero i did one step na to atleast prove to myself that im doing what i said in my last blog..yun nga, she hugged me pero i never planned to hug her also pero i felt that i needed to hug her also kc parang nakasmile pa cya at parang ang bastos ko naman kung pababayaan ko nalang ng ganun, pero she asked me questions pero i didn't answer kc nga im making my move na to slip away..yun actually i hugged her pero not like before na so so hug kc dba cuddly cya, pero ngaun talgang pilit na pilit ung style ng pag hug ko sa kanya, yun bang talagang i just hugged her for the sake of hugging her and not for her to feel anything about my hug..gets nyo??? tapos nung pagkatapos mag hug may tnanong cya na nagtango lang ako tapos nagtinginan kami after and i saw it into her eyes na may question sa mind nya..cguro nga kc iwas akong kumilos sa kanya..ewan ko pero parang ang weird naman ata kung first move palang nahalata na nya dba? cguro curious lang cya at baka inisip lang nya na may problema ako or something..yun lang..pero yung promise ko sa kanya na gagawin kong pang bawi sa lahat ng mga things na nagawa nya for me is to love her even more, hindi ko ibebreak ung promise na yun, kahit magiwasan kami, hinding hindi mawawala ung pagmamahal ko sa kanya..yun..
happy naman, wala lang kc nung miting de avance katabi ng FE ang 7A kaya cyempre andun c "ate"..wehe..la lang..people are like saying hi to her, shouting her name, wants to talk to her and stuff, samantalang ako nakatahimik lang sa isang tabi..actually sa harap nya..then i was just looking at her while she was talking to people and waving at them..tapos bigla nya ko nakita at cyempre, she gave me a special "HI!" and i was very happy about that..cyempre sa lahat lahat naman ng taong naghahi sa kanya, at gusto cyang makausap, ako pa talaga ung napansin nya samantalang i was just there sitting quietly..napansin pa talaga nya ko, yun bang feel nya agad na i was there and all that she has to do is find me..haha..basta ang saya saya ko lang kc special ung turing nya sakin..she's really my one and only "ate" here in this world..=) tapos nung pagkatapos nung miting, dismissal na, dumaan ako sa likod ni "ate", nashy akong maghi kaya i just touched her hair..alam nya na na ako yun...=) wehe..=) yun lang naman..=)
>>>seventeen
happy naman, wala lang kc nung miting de avance katabi ng FE ang 7A kaya cyempre andun c "ate"..wehe..la lang..people are like saying hi to her, shouting her name, wants to talk to her and stuff, samantalang ako nakatahimik lang sa isang tabi..actually sa harap nya..then i was just looking at her while she was talking to people and waving at them..tapos bigla nya ko nakita at cyempre, she gave me a special "HI!" and i was very happy about that..cyempre sa lahat lahat naman ng taong naghahi sa kanya, at gusto cyang makausap, ako pa talaga ung napansin nya samantalang i was just there sitting quietly..napansin pa talaga nya ko, yun bang feel nya agad na i was there and all that she has to do is find me..haha..basta ang saya saya ko lang kc special ung turing nya sakin..she's really my one and only "ate" here in this world..=) tapos nung pagkatapos nung miting, dismissal na, dumaan ako sa likod ni "ate", nashy akong maghi kaya i just touched her hair..alam nya na na ako yun...=) wehe..=) yun lang naman..=)
>>>seventeen
Sunday, February 20, 2005
I'm Completely Depressed!!!
I'm completely depressed..u know what??? im crying right now, my heart is also crying with my eyes.. i dont wanna feel this but it's happening..im depressed coz im so confused..im thinking of giving up someone i love.. if you're thinking that it's "ate", well you're wrong..it's not her and i will never give her up..this person is also very special to me and had given me so much happiness, this person raised me up to be a strong girl and to be what i am now.. this person contributed alot in my life.. had been giving me hope to reach my dreams..had been giving me strength to do well in school..had been giving me many sweet nothings..had been giving me life, i know that i shoudn't give up that person but now, im losing hope..i don't wanna be hurt again..i want to avoid that person because everytime i see that person, i just feel disregarded..i mean, taken for granted, as if im not existing into that person' s world..i love that person so much..i've given that person so much concern and i know that that person appreciated it..its just that i dont wanna hurt myself anymore.. i dont wanna sacrifice for nothing, i dont wanna cry for nothing...i think that im just giving myself a burden that makes me feel bad..that makes me feel that im just nothing in this world..that whatever i do, i wouldn't be a very special someone to that person..im just gonna be a simple girl in that person's life that just passed and eventually will leave..i know that i don't wanna be that kind of person to that special someone to me..i know that i don't wanna leave that person but i think i have to..meaning, there's a reason that's why i have to leave that person, not literally saying that im gonna leave that person, but i just wanna go to a different path and leave that path that that person is taking..i hope i could do this, i just need help from up above..i know that this decision will hurt me but i have to do this so that less hurt will come my way..i think that this is the solution for me to escape from this depression..one thing that i want to tell that person is goodbye and though i wont be so close to that person anymore, im still not gonna let my love to slip away..i will still love that person but i have to avoid that person now...i just have to..i just have to....
>>>seventeen
>>>seventeen
Thursday, February 10, 2005
Atleast Nakita ko cya..
Ngaun medyo weird ang araw..wala lang..naisip ko pala kung pano nalalaman agad ni chavy na may problema ako, ang galing galing nya kc everytime na may problem ako, alam nya..as in alam nya at ang galing nun noh..buti pa cya..concerned lagi sakin..haaaaay..wala lang..basta yun nung recess nakita ko c "ate" tapos nag hi cya..hehe..lalang..ok na yun noh..tapos nung AP time, nafeel ko maglabas ng sama ng loob sa pamamagitan ng pagsulat ng letter sa taong kinaiinisan ko..tapos yun, pnabigay ko lang kay natie..bahala na cya basta ako, nasabi ko na lahat ng gusto kong sabihin at totoo lahat ng cnabi ko..oh well, dont talk about it nalang..tapos yun straight tayo sa dismissal..kc ganito yun, nagdecide ako na pumunta ng faculty para bisitahin c "ate", eh wala cya dun, sayang noh kaya umalis nalang ako, tapos nung pagtapos nung nandun na kami sa may 7A, nakita ko cya, pero kasama nya c carbs tapos nakita nya ko kaya nag reach out cya at naghi tapos nag akbay at naghug..awwww..ang sweet noh, tapos may sasabihin dapat cya eh, pero kinut ni ms carbs, baliw kc yun eh, tapos yun sabi nalang tuloy nya na may meeting cla tapos singit nanamn c carbs sabi na sa meeting clang dalawa lang kahit na magkaiba cla ng department, labo talaga nun..haha..=) oh well, basta masaya ako ngaun dahil kay "ate"..haaaay, ganda ng year na toh para sa aming dalawa, para sa pagiging sisters namin..thank you po God, thank u so much, and God, your d best, I love you..=)
>>>seventeen
>>>seventeen
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Sana magtuloy-tuloy na!!!
It was like this, straight to the point na ulit ayoko na ng ibang singit. Kc nung lunch, natie and I decided to go to mader because natie told me na wala na cyang gagawin pag lunch. so we went there sa faculty, medyo matagal bago ko cya natawag..after a few minutes, natawag ko rin and atlast lumabas..tinanong nya kami kung bakit kami nandun, tapos tumahimik lang kami tapos sabi ko yata la lang, tapos sbi nya.."ah..lunch time nyo, kala ko tumatakas kau eh..", tapos tawa tawa lang kami..tapos tinanong nya kung kumain na kami, sabay sabi ko, "opo kumain na kami kanina pa..", sabi naman nya, "bilis naman, ang tatakaw nyo ah", tapos tawa kami ng tawa..pero sa totoo d pa kami kumakain para sa kanya..haha..tapos cnabi ni natie na may honor ako so yun, sabi nya congrats tapos kiniss nya ko sa forehead..tapos sabi nya, kung gusto daw naming magcolor, tumawa lang kami tapos tumango nlang ako. tapos pinapasok niya kami sa consultation, iniwan saglit tapos dinala nya yung kocolor namin, mga ibong adarna pics, tawa kami ng tawa..tapos pnaupo nya kami dun, pinacolor tapos iniwan, tapos pagbalik nya bat daw kami tawa ng tawa, tapos gusto nya makita ung pic na kinolor namin, ayaw namin pakita kc d maganda pagkacolor namin, nakakahiya..tapos yun, pinilit nya kaya pinakita na rin namin tapos yun, tuloy tuloy na, wag daw namin pudpurin, sabi ko pano kung accident, sabi nya kami daw pupudpurin nya, im not sure sa exact words pero something like that ung sinabi nya..oh well, tapos yun, kasama namin ung isang tao na taga dun sa picture thingy, tinulungan nya na din kami magcolor..tapos nung natapos wala cya kaya umalis nalang kami kc baka ma-late na kami eh..=) tapos yun, nung dismissal, nakita nya kami kc naglilibot kami dun sa taas tapos cnabi nya tintin tnx tapos yun, nagpunta kami ni natie sa canteen kasi naglunch kami haha..late nang lunch..haha..tapos yun kwento kwento..tapos nung kumakain kami sa may vendo sa may gym, dumaan c globe sa likod ko tapos kiniliti ako tapos sabi ko ay gago, tapos nagsmile cya..haha..la lang..
Masaya ako ngaun kc atleast medyo nakakalimutan na ni mader..masaya ako kc nakita ko na ulit ung big smile nya..masaya ako para sa kanya at sana magtuloy tuloy na yun..=) pls God let it continue, i mean her happiness, let it continue for the rest of her lyf and sana dahil masaya na cya, ibigay nyo na po sana ung matagal na nyang dream..ako na po mismo ang nagmamakaawa sa inyo..PLEASE GOD!!!!!! I trusst you naman po eh..=) Yun lang..=)
>>>seventeen
Masaya ako ngaun kc atleast medyo nakakalimutan na ni mader..masaya ako kc nakita ko na ulit ung big smile nya..masaya ako para sa kanya at sana magtuloy tuloy na yun..=) pls God let it continue, i mean her happiness, let it continue for the rest of her lyf and sana dahil masaya na cya, ibigay nyo na po sana ung matagal na nyang dream..ako na po mismo ang nagmamakaawa sa inyo..PLEASE GOD!!!!!! I trusst you naman po eh..=) Yun lang..=)
>>>seventeen
Monday, February 07, 2005
I'm Damn Confused!!
Nalilito nako, nahihirapan dahil sa sitwasyon, gusto ko cyang pasayahin, gusto ko cyang tulungan, gusto ko na makatulong sa sakit, hirap at pasakit na nararamdaman nya, na maalis na lahat ng paghihirap niya. Gusto ko na kahit papano may magawa ako. Pero anong gagawin ko, hindi namn ako ung kailangan nya, hindi ako ung taong makakatulong sa kanya ng lubos, hindi ako ung hinihiling nya na makasama pero kahit ganun man, gusto ko paring mag contribute sa ikasasaya nya. Hindi ko cya pedeng pabayaan, hindi ko pedeng basta basta nalang cyang iwanan sa iba. kailangan niya ng suporta, ng kalinga, ng pagmamahal, ng lambing at kailangan niyang matupad ung dream nya. Gusto kong gumawa ng paraan para makamit nya ung gusto nya, para matupad nya ung dream nya, i want her to get what she wants. God, please help her, don't let her give up easily, let her have faith and let her believe that everything is possible. God, please give her what she wants. If miracle is needed, then so be it. Please God, I'm begging you, you're our only hope. Please don't let her down, please don't leave her. And if at this moment you need someone to be an instrument, you can use me or natie, just please give her what she wants. I'm really damn confused, I hate it when it's like this. I want to do something, I want to let her know that I'm just here, I can be with her and I promise to love her forever. Even though problems may arise, I promise to get up and fight. I promise to contribute to her happiness, I promise that atleast small things I will do for her. I just really don't want her to be down. Please God, hear me..Please don't leave us, please, please..We need you, we really really really need you. God, I promise that I will somehow change and do more good than bad, just please make her happy..that's all what I want, her happiness and the fulfillment of her dreams..please God.. I trust you, I believe in you, I hope that you won't let us down. Guide her always..I love her that's why I'm ready to do things for her..I'm just so bothered about this thing so I want it to be solved..hirap na hirap na din ako dahil dito sa sitwasyon pero kailangan kong maging matatag para sa kanya, kailangang hindi ako sumuko..Please God we need you..please, please, please..
>>>seventeen
>>>seventeen
Friday, February 04, 2005
Wonderful but Frustrating Day!!!
My day was kinda great but with a little mix of frustration and anger. I dunno why im so affected about the matter, but I am so affected so what can I do. My feelings are hurt everytime I remember how she ignores her someone and how she tries to avoid her. I'm just damn affected, really affected. It might be because of the things that that someone had done for me that's why I don't want her to be hurt. I am just concerned, I just want her to make the right move but she doesn't want to listen to me. What the hell should I do? freakin' day..ako na nga tong nakikipag-usap sa kanya and trying to reach out kahit masakit pero ayoko kasing lumala ang lahat pero anong nangyari, she freakin' told me not to talk to her, then fine, kahit pajoke pa yun, eh d ko na natiis eh, sumosobra na cya..if that's what she wants i'll give it to her. Yun lang pala eh...tignan lang natin.. Stupid, umiiral ang kayabangan at pagka mapride..cguro nga its better kung ganito ung situation, atleast makakaluwag luwag ako. Bahala nga cya..ewan ko ba kung bakit nangyayari lahat nang toh..
Good thing there were many wonderful things that happened. First, in the morning, Karen and I went to the bookstore coz she bought folders for her subjects. When we were going back to the building I saw someone who is like ms samson and she's really it..haha..so I said hi to her and she's finding ms marmol and I dunno why. Then I greeted her "belated belated belated happy birthday" and she freakin replied "buti naalala mo" with an anghas face but after that she kissed me and said bye to each other. Then after that, the other good thing that had happened was when agca passed by our hallway. I said hi to her and she held my hand and then we let go of it ..haha..watever..then the next good thing that had happened was when we were going to gym for our PE class, we saw ms duco and it was a happy thing that she's not snobing me already..happy..=) then the next thing is when it was our lunch time and we were walking by the CPA, I was with jen and sab that time, when I saw a group of teachers who got out of the La Salle service van, I saw ms nanay so I said hi to her, I was already freaking out because if ms nanay is there then "ate" and mader will also be there. Then when we were already infront of the CPA, we saw "ate" and mader and they were together pa..so parang nagtatatajak nako dun, para akong tanga..haha..tapos yun, cyempre eventually magkakasalubong kami, so it happened. My plan is im going to hug "ate" only, but mader was right beside "ate" so I have no choice, napilitan akong yakapin silang dalawa. Ok na yun kaysa wala. but my point is sana nakapag usap pa kami ni "ate" pero di nga nagyari eh so wala na, wala nakong magagawa about that. So yun, sabi ni "ate", "hi tin, hmmmm" then she hugged me also. Then mader said "tiiiiiin" actually d lang yun yung cnabi nya eh pero ayoko na ilagay dito. yun, so ibig sabihin, dahil sa ginawa ko, mas nakapag interact pa ko kay mader kaysa kay "ate". If only it was "ate" and I then everything would be perfect. But im not saying na bad ung thing na nangyari, infact its great. so yun, hinawakan ni mader ung mukha ko..wala lang..si "ate" naman habang hug ako hawak niya din hair ko. Tapos yun na yun, ang another nice thing that happened was when we were on the canteen and sab and I were buying burritos when globe went at my back. Hinawakan niya yung hips ko like wat he used to do. He also touched my hair and really smiled, so I also smiled.=) Tapos music time naman free time, open forum ung BARKADA. Laugh and laugh and laugh kc absent c yung tcher namin. Yun lang yung mga things na memorable na nangyari ngaung araw na toh. ok, so bye muna for now..=)
>>>seventeen
Good thing there were many wonderful things that happened. First, in the morning, Karen and I went to the bookstore coz she bought folders for her subjects. When we were going back to the building I saw someone who is like ms samson and she's really it..haha..so I said hi to her and she's finding ms marmol and I dunno why. Then I greeted her "belated belated belated happy birthday" and she freakin replied "buti naalala mo" with an anghas face but after that she kissed me and said bye to each other. Then after that, the other good thing that had happened was when agca passed by our hallway. I said hi to her and she held my hand and then we let go of it ..haha..watever..then the next good thing that had happened was when we were going to gym for our PE class, we saw ms duco and it was a happy thing that she's not snobing me already..happy..=) then the next thing is when it was our lunch time and we were walking by the CPA, I was with jen and sab that time, when I saw a group of teachers who got out of the La Salle service van, I saw ms nanay so I said hi to her, I was already freaking out because if ms nanay is there then "ate" and mader will also be there. Then when we were already infront of the CPA, we saw "ate" and mader and they were together pa..so parang nagtatatajak nako dun, para akong tanga..haha..tapos yun, cyempre eventually magkakasalubong kami, so it happened. My plan is im going to hug "ate" only, but mader was right beside "ate" so I have no choice, napilitan akong yakapin silang dalawa. Ok na yun kaysa wala. but my point is sana nakapag usap pa kami ni "ate" pero di nga nagyari eh so wala na, wala nakong magagawa about that. So yun, sabi ni "ate", "hi tin, hmmmm" then she hugged me also. Then mader said "tiiiiiin" actually d lang yun yung cnabi nya eh pero ayoko na ilagay dito. yun, so ibig sabihin, dahil sa ginawa ko, mas nakapag interact pa ko kay mader kaysa kay "ate". If only it was "ate" and I then everything would be perfect. But im not saying na bad ung thing na nangyari, infact its great. so yun, hinawakan ni mader ung mukha ko..wala lang..si "ate" naman habang hug ako hawak niya din hair ko. Tapos yun na yun, ang another nice thing that happened was when we were on the canteen and sab and I were buying burritos when globe went at my back. Hinawakan niya yung hips ko like wat he used to do. He also touched my hair and really smiled, so I also smiled.=) Tapos music time naman free time, open forum ung BARKADA. Laugh and laugh and laugh kc absent c yung tcher namin. Yun lang yung mga things na memorable na nangyari ngaung araw na toh. ok, so bye muna for now..=)
>>>seventeen
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Sparkling Smile!!!!!
La lang..yung part lang na yun ang kukuwento ko..kc my friends and I were at the canteen and it was lunch time..then we were drawing in our acetate kc it's for our presentation in CL..ang cute nga ng dinodrawing namin eh kc ung characters nya galing sa "Precious Moments" kaya maganda..tapos yun, I was looking on that thing while it was sab's turn to draw.. then someone touched my hair and fixed it..I thought it was just karen coz she's the one going back and forth at my back..then when I looked who did that..I saw him as in him.. c globe pala and when I looked at him, he gave me a very sweet sparkling smile and coz of that, I smiled back nalang..Sa totoo lang kinilig ako dun ah..la lang..so yun..wala naman masyadong nangyari before and after that..=) sorry kung maikli ulit..til next time..=) byebye!!!
>>>seventeen
>>>seventeen
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Tapos na ang january..hehe!!
It's the first day of the month..happy..haha..la lang..so ang gagawin ko ngaun is to tell you my reaction towards the month of january.
The things that happened to me last month was kinda great.. it's a good thing that the things that had happened to me in the first month of the year was all good and positive. Sana ganun lahat hanggang end ng year o kahit sa susunod pang years..haha..para masaya..cge, as much as possible gagawin ko lahat para magtuloy tuloy toh..uhmmm, pero seryoso, amazing yung january days ko..d ko akalain na magiging ganun pero naging ganun kaya nagpapasalamat ako..meron ngang konting interruptions pero i dont care, ok lang yun kc atleast mas marami yung happy moments..tsaka ung mga sad nman may natutunan ako galing dun kaya ok lang..i love it when i learn lessons..i also improved my faith in God this month..and i really like my experience with shelley about the thing she taught us about faith..it really helped me alot na magbago, to have strong faith in Him, to do more good than bad, it's really amazing how i changed even a little. Naobserve ko yun kahit papano..and im happy with all of that kc it changed me FOR THE BETTER na kahit papano, nalilimit ko na ung self ko na gumawa ng mali..it feels so heavenly na umiwas gumawa ng mali..ang gaan gaan ng pakiramdam..it really feels different pero ang saya saya..Basta im thankful sa mga nangyari sakin na maganda and sana it'll continue pa..
By God's grace, i believe na marami pang magandang mangyayari..I LOVE GOD SO MUCH!!!! =) God, thank you sa lahat ah..=)
>>>seventeen
The things that happened to me last month was kinda great.. it's a good thing that the things that had happened to me in the first month of the year was all good and positive. Sana ganun lahat hanggang end ng year o kahit sa susunod pang years..haha..para masaya..cge, as much as possible gagawin ko lahat para magtuloy tuloy toh..uhmmm, pero seryoso, amazing yung january days ko..d ko akalain na magiging ganun pero naging ganun kaya nagpapasalamat ako..meron ngang konting interruptions pero i dont care, ok lang yun kc atleast mas marami yung happy moments..tsaka ung mga sad nman may natutunan ako galing dun kaya ok lang..i love it when i learn lessons..i also improved my faith in God this month..and i really like my experience with shelley about the thing she taught us about faith..it really helped me alot na magbago, to have strong faith in Him, to do more good than bad, it's really amazing how i changed even a little. Naobserve ko yun kahit papano..and im happy with all of that kc it changed me FOR THE BETTER na kahit papano, nalilimit ko na ung self ko na gumawa ng mali..it feels so heavenly na umiwas gumawa ng mali..ang gaan gaan ng pakiramdam..it really feels different pero ang saya saya..Basta im thankful sa mga nangyari sakin na maganda and sana it'll continue pa..
By God's grace, i believe na marami pang magandang mangyayari..I LOVE GOD SO MUCH!!!! =) God, thank you sa lahat ah..=)
>>>seventeen
